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User:antifeel (14394998)
8mm dreams&9mm nightmares
Name:antifeel
Website:http://antifeel.deviantart.com
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A dreamer (and certainly not the only one)
with eyes full of glowing goals and dimming fears,
searching for solace in lines recited again and again
If not for the crystal clear then for the "You should trust me"
To see if there's trust in lines unlied and bent so far
in words unreal to our ear, melodies so broken down
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Other than listening to music and occasionally watching pretty movies, I don't have much of a life. I pretend to play drums and strum some chords on the guitar. Some day I'll be able to do more, but not for now. I spontaneously burst out beatboxing terribly; I hope to be good at it someday, though.
I'm going to Japan for 5ish months this spring-summer, and while my parents say that I'm not ready for Japan and my teachers that Japan is not ready for me, I'm quite sure that this will be an amusing experience.
I'm newly graduated from an "alternative" high school and am going to be going to University of Colorado @ Boulder starting with the next semester, which still seems ridiculous. I will be majoring in linguistics, because I'm indecisive as hell and don't know what I want to do with my life, so I pick the most interdisciplinary major I could find.
I am the queen of run-on sentences.
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[concerts]
I listen to Korean Hip hop boybands. And Japanese poppy boybands. Also post rock. And McScreamity Rawrrawr screamy manbands. And so on and so forth. Somehow, my music tastes seem to circle around Japan - I'm not sure why, but it's pretty damn obnoxious.
Dir en grey, Oblivion Dust, Fake?, Inoran, ムック, Radwimps, Home Made 家族, School Food Punishment, Monkey Majik, 雅ーmiyaviー, LM.C, kannivalism, KAT-TUN, NewS, exist†trace, Olivia, 土屋アンナ, Nujabes. And Nigo is my hero.
에픽 하이, 이터널 모닝, 빅뱅, Cherry Filter, 서태지, se7en, 비/rain
The Beatles, Regina Spektor, Explosions in the Sky, Vienna Teng, Shiny Toy Guns, Linkin Park, Franz Ferdinand, Muse, Coldplay, The Kooks, Placebo, Kill Hannah, Panic! at the Disco, Aesop Rock, Voltaire, Doe
My music tastes are similar to those of a basic scenester kid.
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Books: The Perks of Being a Wallflower, The Alchemist, 69, The Little Prince, Norwegian Wood. I am currently on a David Mitchell kick and number9dream and Ghostwritten are amazing.
Movies: Le Fabuleux destin d'Amélie Poulain, Across the Universe, Imagine Me & You, 왕의 남자, Meet the Robinsons, Treasure Planet, Waking Life, I ♥ Huckabees, Monsters Inc.
As well as: WTF-y things, amusement, learning things, math and pretending
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There are not so many things I dislike as much as things that annoy me terribly.
Mostly though, people, including myself, not using their full potential.
the sky is the limit so I give it to you
Interests:20: being a poetaster, dancing terribly, dir en grey, fake?, herbal tea, japanese, ken lloyd, korean, learning, linguistics, naptime, oblivion dust, obnoxiously bright colours, okonomiyaki, psychology, radwimps, rainbows, shiny things, sunsets, takoyaki
Schools:Школа №697 - Mосква, Mосква и Московская область, Russian Federation (1998 - 2000)
Школа №1816 УВК - Mосква, Mосква и Московская область, Russian Federation (2000 - 2002)
Sunset Middle School - Longmont, CO (2002 - 2004)
Niwot High School - Niwot, CO (2004 - 2005)
Ute Creek Secondary Academy - Longmont, CO (2005 - 2007)
Olde Columbine High School - Longmont, CO (2007 - 2008)
University of Colorado - Boulder - Boulder, CO (2008 - present)
山陽女子高等学校 - 岡山市, 岡山県, Japan (2008)
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People26:amiliang, antifeel, bookwormgypsy, brainless47, chibi7, clowderchowder, generic_user123, hyperbolicmusic, inwardscream, kaosuke, kikiam, maiea, momospecial, nox_cor, ofsunsets, phantasmagoria, quirky_ness, simply_aru, spaceworrier, spicy_sugar09, teenageaneurysm, unitila, urei, xcolorwalk, xtaitox, yakusoku
Communities12:asianpopsecret, epik_high, jrock_tabs, jrock_wank, jrocksecret, kannivalism, lj_maintenance, lj_spotlight, news, some_day_music, taste_maximum, wtf_desuka
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