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8mm dreams&9mm nightmares

Created on 2007-12-05 06:51:31 (#14394998), last updated 2009-07-07

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Name:	antifeel
Website:	http://antifeel.deviantart.com

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A dreamer (and certainly not the only one)
with eyes full of glowing goals and dimming fears,
searching for solace in lines recited again and again
If not for the crystal clear then for the "You should trust me"
To see if there's trust in lines unlied and bent so far
in words unreal to our ear, melodies so broken down

I am a struggling almost sophomore, taking graduate school level classes in Japanese at the University of Colorado at Boulder. Currently, my majors are Linguistics and Japanese, but I'm considering possibly dropping the Linguistics because I hate all the faculty, picking up psychology, international affairs and/or a comp sci minor on the way.
I like learning things but I hate college, except for a bunch of amazing people I got to meet.
I'm going to study abroad in Japan again starting as of this July, until August of 2010. I have a feeling it shall be funtastic and all y'all should come visit me.
I am the queen of run-on sentences.

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[concerts]I listen to Korean Hip hop boybands. And Japanese poppy boybands. Also post rock. And McScreamity Rawrrawr screamy manbands. And so on and so forth. Somehow, my music tastes seem to circle around Japan - I'm not sure why, but it's pretty damn obnoxious.

Dir en grey, Oblivion Dust, Fake?, Inoran, ムック, Radwimps, Home Made 家族, School Food Punishment, Monkey Majik, 雅ーmiyaviー, LM.C, kannivalism, KAT-TUN, NewS, exist†trace, Olivia, 土屋アンナ, Nujabes. And Nigo is my hero.

에픽 하이, 이터널 모닝, 빅뱅, Cherry Filter, 서태지, se7en, 비/rain

The Beatles, Regina Spektor, Explosions in the Sky, Vienna Teng, Shiny Toy Guns, Linkin Park, Franz Ferdinand, Muse, Coldplay, The Kooks, Placebo, Kill Hannah, Panic! at the Disco, Aesop Rock, Voltaire, Doe
My music tastes are similar to those of a basic scenester kid.

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Books: The Perks of Being a Wallflower, The Alchemist, 69, The Little Prince, Norwegian Wood. I am currently on a David Mitchell kick and number9dream and Ghostwritten are amazing.
Movies: Le Fabuleux destin d'Amélie Poulain, Across the Universe, Imagine Me & You, 왕의 남자, Meet the Robinsons, Treasure Planet, Waking Life, I ♥ Huckabees, Monsters Inc.
As well as: WTF-y things, amusement, learning things, math and pretending

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There are not so many things I dislike as much as things that annoy me terribly.
Mostly though, people, including myself, not using their full potential.

the sky is the limit so I give it to you

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being a poetaster, dancing terribly, david mitchell, dir en grey, fake?, greeeen, herbal tea, japanese, ken lloyd, korean, learning, linguistics, naptime, oblivion dust, obnoxiously bright colours, okonomiyaki, psychology, radwimps, rainbows, shiny things, sunsets, takoyaki, ワン・オック・ロック, 宇多田ヒカル, 岡山, 岡山弁, 椿屋四重奏

Schools:

Школа №697 - Mосква, Mосква и Московская область, Russian Federation (1998 - 2000)
Школа №1816 УВК - Mосква, Mосква и Московская область, Russian Federation (2000 - 2002)
Sunset Middle School - Longmont, CO (2002 - 2004)
Niwot High School - Niwot, CO (2004 - 2005)
Ute Creek Secondary Academy - Longmont, CO (2005 - 2007)
Olde Columbine High School - Longmont, CO (2007 - 2008)
University of Colorado - Boulder - Boulder, CO (2008 - present)
山陽女子高等学校 - 岡山市, 岡山県, Japan (2008)
関西外国語大学 - 枚方市, 大阪府, Japan (2009 - present)

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